"cause
I’m broken
when Im open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
cause Im broken
when Im lonesome
And I dont feel light when youre gone away..."

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Name: Desmond aka Des
Zodiac: Libra
Status: Single
School: Temasek Poly

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Make-Over for my Tatoo Red Cuff-lings
Red Tie
Sporty Shades

Deep Red PSP
26" Samsung TV
Stylish Digital Clock
Sony T300 Digital Camera
Red Dunker White Tee from Adidas
Red Baller Shorts from Adidas
White/Green Jersey from Adidas
Lebron James's Team USA Bball from Nike
Lebron's Lion Logo Tee from Nike
I love Kobe Tee from Nike
White Bball Graffite Tee from Nike
Kobe 3 Bball kicks from Nike
Nike Dunk 2

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- Angeline -
- Bee Yean -
- Chiou Ling -
- Christopher -
- Dawn -
- Dexter -
- Eric -
- Eunice -
- Gabriel -
- Gen -
- Gerard -
- Hui Min -
- Kai Sheng -
- Jel -
- Jenny -
- Jeralyn -
- Jing Xuan -
- Jinna -
- Joanna -
- Joy -
- Joyce -
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- Karen -
- Kristen -
- Kazfa -
- Maureen -
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- Pamela -
- Pei Xian -
- Qian Yu -
- Queenie -
- Samanth -
- Sharon -
- Sherine -
- Wei Ting -
- Win Win -
- Xiao Wei -
- Xinni -
- Yeh Shun -
- Yu Jie -
- Yuqi -

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Chole's Birthday Celebration
Seng Kang LRT
Gerard's Birthday Celebration
California Bistro
My Kinda Game
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CNY'06
Me (Updated)
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I'm...
Last blog?!
Changes pt 2
Changes
Can We Talk - Tevin Campbell
Paranoid I am....
Moving on...
Helpless
Blurry
Lost...

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I'm...

I'm balanced, orderly, and organized.
I like my ducks in a row.
I'm powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see me as stubborn and headstrong.
I definitely have a dominant personality.
I'm friendly, charming, and warm.
I get along with almost everyone.
I work hard not to rock the boat.
My easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, I can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, I pull it together.
I'm the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
I have the whole world under my spell, and I can influence almost everyone you know.
I don't always resist my urges to crush the weak.
I'm confident, self assured, and capable.
I'm not easily intimidated.
I master any and all skills easily.
I don't have to work hard for what I want.
I make my life out to be exactly how I want it.
And I'll knock down anyone who gets in my way!
I'm well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
I'm solid and dependable.
I'm loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
I tend to put too much pressure on myself.
I'm very intuitive and wise.
I understand the world better than most people.
I also have a very active imagination.
I often get carried away with my thoughts.
I'm prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
I sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
I'm are truly an original person.
I have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for me... especially in business and academia.
Some people find me to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
I'm a strong person.
I'm incredibly wise and perceptive.
I have a lot of life experience.
I'm a natural peacemaker, and I'm especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in my own life is not easy.
I see things very differently, and it's hard to get me to budge.
I tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get me excited...
which can be a good or bad thing.
I have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
I don't stick with any one thing for very long.
I have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
My biggest problem is making sure I finish the projects I've started.
I'm deeply philosophical and thoughtful.
I tend to analyze every aspect of my life.
I'm intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted.
I value my time alone.
Often times, I'm grumpy with other people.
I don't appreciate them trying to interfere in my affairs.

This is who I'm...

Monday, October 20, 2008
Last blog?!

I just wanna let you people know that this might be the last time I'm blogging here...
Don't really know if I'm gonna blog here anymore...
So here's a song for thought...



Innocence - Avril Lavigne

Changes pt 2

Morning everyone...
Like I've state earlier, changes will happen today...
After a morning run, cold shower and nice instant bee hoon as breakfast...
Here I am blogging...
I don't really know what to write...
Other then saying out loud that I need you in my life...
To help me with the changes other than the five figures who're the closest to me...
Cheers for a brand new me and future...

Changes

Changes will be happening...
Changes that I'm going to make ain't for anyone...
Changes made will be for myself...
Things gonna be tough for me...
So I hope that you will be part of my changes...
Help me lift myself up to a higher place...
And to HIM, I pray for my forgiveness...

Saturday, October 18, 2008


Can We Talk - Tevin Campbell

Paranoid I am....

Just got out from my shower... Got home around 4am... Currently listening to Tevin Campbell's "Can We Talk"... Was suppose to be go straight home after meeting Kelly for dinner... Instead I went to the park near my place... Totally idle till my dad called me on my cell... It was around 3plus when he called... When I was in the park, my mind totally went blank for a couple of hours... Then my mind started to go wild with all sorts of things which could happen in the near future... I think I'm really going paranoid... This really ain't me... Tell me that it's true... Anyway enough of mine thoughts... An advice for you guys if you wanna go to the park... Don't stay at the park for too long... You will turn into a blood bank for the mosquitoes... Sprain my neck once again, now it's even worse than before...

"Can we talk"
Last night I
I saw you standing
I started
Started pretending
I knew you
You knew me too
And just like a Roni you were too shy
But you weren't not the only one, so was I
And I dream of you ever since
Now I build up my confidence
ooh, next
next time you come my way
I'll know what to say

Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name
Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name

I started
To write you a letter
But I wanted
To be more clever
I wanted to get down and sweet talk you
Hey, Baby
And just like a baby I could not talk
I tired to come close but I could not walk
Now I think of it every night
How I just could not get it right
Girl if we ever should come close again
I know what I'll say then

Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name
Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name


Oh, girl
One more chance
With you
I'll not let it go
Ooh, Babe
Give me just one more chance
For love, love, love, love

Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name
Can we talk for a minute
Girl I want to know your name


Can we talk for a minute
Come on and talk to me baby
Say I want to know
Well, come and tell me your name baby
I said talk to me for a minute
Come on and talk for a minute
I want to know, I want to know
I want to now your name

Friday, October 17, 2008
Moving on...

Waking up I see that everything is fine. The first time after so long in my life and now it's great. I look around and I was so amazed. I wouldn't wanna change anything about it because this is the best feeling I wanted. I hope that it will stay this way. Thanks for coming into my life and please don't go away. I'll be by your side and you know I'll take your hand. The whole picture is still kinda blurry. Maybe time will tell.

So far away you're, I wish you were here right now.

Thursday, October 16, 2008
Helpless

Ah!!! I still couldn't get to sleep... I think I'm becoming an owl sooner or later... Anyway I think I'm an owl already... Just couldn't find the reason that's keeping me awake... I'm like so tired but couldn't force myself to sleep no matter how long I lay down on my bed with the radio on... A couple of thoughts flashed into my mind while I was on my bed... I was like how could this happen when I was trying to sleep... OMG... No body can predict anything, so we've to take it as it comes... It's part of life... Everyone has their destiny written and HE will guide us to our individual destiny... Was at Toa Payoh earlier with Dexter & Gerard... We were playing pool but I was playing most of the time tonight due to my outstanding form... LoL... Anyway that's not the point... I almost did something wrong that I'll regret it...

I didn't took the offer because I promise you that I wouldn't...

Blurry

It's been a tiring day... Haven't got much sleep, body screaming for rest but my mind doesn't allow it... Don't really know the reason why...
"Everything's so blurry...
...........................................
You could be my someone...
You could be my scene...
You know that I'll protect you...
From all of the obscene...
I wonder what you're doing...
Imagine where you are...
There's oceans in between us...
But that's not very far..."
I just feel the way the same song the lyrics from 'Puddle of Mud - Blurry' is talking about...

missing ya...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Lost...

Hey people... Not in the mood to blog but I don't really know why I'm still blogging... Doing a mask right now... Got my supplementary paper result today by text... Failed again... I really think that I'm losing it... As in I don't really know what kind of person I'm anymore and I'm like becoming another person... Too many bad choices have been made and I ended up like this... Feel like leaving this place and find myself again... These situation that I'm in ain't what I wanted... Anyway I think I have blog enough...